We were 6 when we met, that’s crazy how you meet someone when you’re so young and not any that’s whom you were meant to be with. I believe that not knowing only makes life even more messed up cause if you knew from the beginning then you can work towards that and maybe that’s why you don’t always know so you can learn life's lessons if there is more for you too learn other than that person. For me I wish I would have known!
Christopher I first met in 1989 when I first moved to the new House (we always called it that because everything changed at the new house) he loved me, he new me the real me but I just couldn’t trust him, yea he was my best friend but why put my all into something that won't last beyond our friendship. He once told me he loved me as a friend but he wanted it to be more than that, I laughed at him and said your funny and changed the subject even though I felt the same I just wasn’t going to take the chance in loosing my best friend.
Of coarse my parents had more children I am the oldest of 3 girls. I was 8 when my first sister was born and 10 when my 2nd sister was born. My Dad left my mom exactly 2days before my 10th birthday, I have seen him periodically after that but not as much as his new family that he now live with. See when he left my mom he wasn’t just leaving because maybe they weren't getting along or they just didn’t love each other anymore no my dad just up out the blue came home from work one day and while we were eating dinner he turns to my mother and says Sam this will be our last meal together as a family, he turns to us and said I love you girls but daddy doesn’t want your mother anymore I have gotten bored with her. My mother was 4months pregnant.
Added: Feb. 10, 2011
My 1st sister and I never really got along, most of the time we just stayed away from each other, She spent most of her time with our father. My 2nd sister and me were tied at the hip, wherever I went my ill sister went. I love her like she is my own child.
My first boyfriend, I was 12 years old. I had just started back school after the summer, I remember this year not just because of Shawn but because my boobs had just grew in the last two weeks of summer break. I was so excited Chris use to always tease me about them but I didn't care cause I was happy to finally have them. Shawn and me met the first day of school, in math class, the teacher had left out the class to talk to the principle. He walked over and sat next to me, I can never forget this, he said “you have to be the most beautiful girl I have seen in about 2hrs, what’s your name?” We were together for two weeks before I let him kiss me, another week before he was able to touch me. I was only 12 but I really loved him, at least I thought I did.
Sat. Oct. 3 1991 my mother had a date with the new neighbor. My 1st sister was at dads house and the 3rd, I fed her and she went right to sleep. I called Shawn and asked him to come over, He quickly said yes. I ran up stairs to take me a shower, I put on my new outfit my mother brought me earlier today. It was a cross color shirt with an all black cross color skirt, I was so excited to wear it. We were watching a movie and we started to kiss, we’ve kissed millions of times before but this particular time it was different, I could feel my heart racing, like I just ran 4 miles straight.
He began feeling on my boobs; over my shirt, then under it. He started licking them, I never felt this way before and I instantly started to feel a tingling sensation between my legs. As he was sucking on my breast he kissed me again, then he started licking down my stomach. As he was licking down my stomach, he put his hand between my legs and began rubbing my soft spot. That tingling sensation became a little more intense. When he saw that I was getting into it he started to put his fingers, in and out my Vagina. It felt so good I began to see stars, as I was drifting in and out of another world, he just stopped. I looked up and he was beginning to take my panties off. I let him he spread my legs, he came up kissed me again right before he went down and began to lick in my Vagina.
I almost instantly came, at the time I had no idea that’s what that was I just new I liked it. He did that for 2 hrs straight, I had came at least 30 times at least it felt like it. When he was leaving he leaned in and kissed me, His lips were so soft and his smell of me all over him. The next day I seen him at school and he told me that he wanted to break up, no explanations, no nothing. That was the beginning to a ton of heartaches and letdowns. Well not exactly the beginning, there were my dad who I haven’t talked to in almost 22years, two if you start counting from that day.
The last part of your short story was intense. I just couldn't see that happening to someone, especially as such a young age. It seems as though this had a huge impact on you. I really got interested in reading what you had to say, and was interested in reading more. I think your short story snippet is a great idea for a blog. It gives ideas of what happened to you throughout life but not the whole picture. I really like your posts!
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